Oh to be in Love.

 Oh to be in love with something thats goal is to kill you and destroy your life. But now to learn how to live without it. Just take it a day at a time most pro's would say. But I cant even make it a minute without the  uncontrolable even almost proverse deep needs that cant be denied. How far will I go to get the happiness. But I guess the question is how far will I go to avoid the undeniable true happiness. Will I chose happiness and death or saddness and life? Which way do I go? I know I cant change my feelings but maybe I will have it all. Have good times and live to tell all about it. That is if I can remember any of it when its all said and done.